Have you ever feel dreading, about certain inevitable event near the future that's going to happen to you, but you couldn't tell so, feel so or really have any urgency to deal with it. And somehow you managed to live through it, till next days, and the next days, next week, and the next month.. Yet these insecurities, the feeling about not being able to do something about it is bothering you, the blues, the lacking of motivation to deal with the increasing emergence. And you said to yourself you're just going to live through it anyway, and you lived, you always did.
I think it's probably the safety nets that we have bought for ourselves all these years, the financial securities, the future proof insurances, the places we can always fall back to, a defense mechanism that delay the feeling that you've been dreaded to feel. Sometimes you wish for less, and more adventurous life.
I don't know, but I think I am going to find out more about it. Maybe I'll die, maybe I'll live. I've only a life anyway.
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